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Jan. 11th, 2017 05:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
waxboxI had study today. It went okay. I couldn't focus because of the voices. I know it's gonna get better, just gotta try harder. Oddly saying You got this like Elliot in season 1 of Mr. Robot is helping. As is listening to music and talking to others.
I need an MP3 player, with all my favorite music. Gonna get one here soon.
I think Jehovah knows I'm trying to move too fast with studying, because like, Sharon and I get sidetracked a lot instead of going through the brochure. I'm starting in the What does the Bible really teach book. She said once I get through it, I should be ready to get baptised. However, I want to make sure I get all this done with my weight first. Also reading through Draw Close to Jehovah and learning about Jesus from the other books. There's also reasoning with the scriptures and a book called Learn from their Faith or something.
I want to be prepared to teach. This is saving someone's life. I'm not perfect but I can't screw it up. I have a really hard time remembering scriptures, because of my mental illness.
Anyway. The future looks bright, you know? I know someday I won't have to deal with this. Paradise is coming and I'll be there with all my family members and my brain will be up to par. That's all that really matters.
I need an MP3 player, with all my favorite music. Gonna get one here soon.
I think Jehovah knows I'm trying to move too fast with studying, because like, Sharon and I get sidetracked a lot instead of going through the brochure. I'm starting in the What does the Bible really teach book. She said once I get through it, I should be ready to get baptised. However, I want to make sure I get all this done with my weight first. Also reading through Draw Close to Jehovah and learning about Jesus from the other books. There's also reasoning with the scriptures and a book called Learn from their Faith or something.
I want to be prepared to teach. This is saving someone's life. I'm not perfect but I can't screw it up. I have a really hard time remembering scriptures, because of my mental illness.
Anyway. The future looks bright, you know? I know someday I won't have to deal with this. Paradise is coming and I'll be there with all my family members and my brain will be up to par. That's all that really matters.
