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I promised I wouldn't post about this all the time, but it's been a terrible almost three weeks with constant voices in my head. I cried twice yesterday begging them to leave me alone. Of course, it didn't work. All I really want to do is lose weight and serve Jehovah. I don't care about the things they're trying to force on me. I haven't walked in two days. The house needs cleaned before my mom comes home, but I'm so depressed and lonely that I can't get myself to do it. I also need a shower and I'm just like blah.

I got my cool new Lion's ring in the mail. It seriously is awesome. I put it on the leather cord my brother's bitch and jerk rings came on. I can't wear bitch because of the spn symbol on it, due to it being a pentagram? I think. The ring I got now is a lion's head at the front, to the left a scene depicting the African wilds, And to the right is a heart with weird sun rays or rain pouring down over top, with an angel wing coming out of it. It's honestly the coolest thing ever. I got it to represent courage. I should give it a name like Squall Leonhart gave his lion's ring in Final Fantasy 8. XDD Griever is too sad and metal. I think I'll name it Joshua. Or Judd. Joshua Judd. How about King? King of Hearts.

idk. It all sounds cool. Joshua Judd. King of Hearts. Perfect. XDD Okay, I'm done for now. Talk later. <3

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Hey, it is your journal post as much as you want. Who cares if you write more then one entry during the day. I normally don't but I had something bothering me tonight so I had to write a 2nd post I did feel guilty at first but now that I have written down my feelings I feel a lot better and not as guilty.

I hope that the voices calm down. Are they any techniques that help you calm down or not hear them as much?