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Dec. 20th, 2017 02:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
waxboxSo, it's been like three-four months since I updated? lmbo Yeah, wow. Hey everyone! Long time no see, I am doing well. I've lost 21 lbs, been exercising more often and trying to eat a lot less. I found motivation in Jehovah and I plan to keep going. I was on my period for a month and it made my legs sore/hurt, so I couldn't exercise as much as i wanted to due to pain. It sucked I could have lost more weight by now. My goal started in November 30th, and meant to 'end' January 30th with a hundred pounds. Not gonna happen now. *sobsobsob.* It's fine though! I'm supposed to go on a soft/liquid food diet, and that means I'll lose a lot of weight. I'm also going to get bariatic surgery! got to wait a year, but I'm gonna try so hard to achieve it. :D
I've been studying a lot more recently. Hopefully I get baptised in July or sometime next year. I've quit smoking! It's only been six days, but I've stayed strong with the help of Jehovah God and Chantix. It's amazing. Food tastes so much better. In the last few years since I started smoking, apples tasted like garbage so I rarely ate them but now they taste really sweet and refreshing. I love it. My singing voice is also slowly coming back! I'm so excited. I want to take voice lessons eventually and learn guitar when I get enough weight off. Argh, so excited.
My Aunt is coming up near the end of this month. I miss her so much and can't wait to see her. I got her a bunch of make up to encourage her to take care of herself. She just feels hopeless and everything is doom with her. She used to wear make up everyday and wouldn't leave the house without it. Got her two eyeshadows, make up brushes, foundation and lipstick. Hopefully it gets here in time because it's coming from China. Shipping was free but I didn't flippen realize I should have went with priority mail, which was like a little over twelve bucks. Now it might not be here in time. sobsobsob I hope it does. I really want to give it to her.
We're trying to get her to move back up here because she's so miserable and unhappy back home. Almost no one cares about her in the way she deserves. She really needs Jehovah but she's having such a hard time with it. I told her, I'm losing weight to change things. She won't be stuck, Once I get down to 320-350, I plan on learning to drive and get my license. Hopefully that means we get a van and aren't stuck. We'll need a van because we'll have so many people here and I'm not about to leave anyone behind when we go out.
I'm just so happy I have motivation. It's wonderful. Life is gonna change and it's going to be amazing. And yes, I'm listening to Justin Bieber. Sue me. His new stuff is amazing and I really love his voice. It's soothing. Not like I'm gonna become a biebliever or anything. Silliness.
Anyway, I'll update a couple weeks or a month from now. :D See ya.
I've been studying a lot more recently. Hopefully I get baptised in July or sometime next year. I've quit smoking! It's only been six days, but I've stayed strong with the help of Jehovah God and Chantix. It's amazing. Food tastes so much better. In the last few years since I started smoking, apples tasted like garbage so I rarely ate them but now they taste really sweet and refreshing. I love it. My singing voice is also slowly coming back! I'm so excited. I want to take voice lessons eventually and learn guitar when I get enough weight off. Argh, so excited.
My Aunt is coming up near the end of this month. I miss her so much and can't wait to see her. I got her a bunch of make up to encourage her to take care of herself. She just feels hopeless and everything is doom with her. She used to wear make up everyday and wouldn't leave the house without it. Got her two eyeshadows, make up brushes, foundation and lipstick. Hopefully it gets here in time because it's coming from China. Shipping was free but I didn't flippen realize I should have went with priority mail, which was like a little over twelve bucks. Now it might not be here in time. sobsobsob I hope it does. I really want to give it to her.
We're trying to get her to move back up here because she's so miserable and unhappy back home. Almost no one cares about her in the way she deserves. She really needs Jehovah but she's having such a hard time with it. I told her, I'm losing weight to change things. She won't be stuck, Once I get down to 320-350, I plan on learning to drive and get my license. Hopefully that means we get a van and aren't stuck. We'll need a van because we'll have so many people here and I'm not about to leave anyone behind when we go out.
I'm just so happy I have motivation. It's wonderful. Life is gonna change and it's going to be amazing. And yes, I'm listening to Justin Bieber. Sue me. His new stuff is amazing and I really love his voice. It's soothing. Not like I'm gonna become a biebliever or anything. Silliness.
Anyway, I'll update a couple weeks or a month from now. :D See ya.
