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waxboxDaily Entry by zhelena
January 3 - Are you a part of any fandoms? What do you do in them?
Well, I was big on the tv show Supernatural. Final Fantasy. Silent Hill. Resident Evil. I dropped out of those fandoms and wasn't really big in them anyway because I just kept to myself and wrote fanfic every now and then. The only fandom I'm still in is Mr. Robot and honestly, I might have to stop chilling with that because of a relationship change in the show. Whomp Whomp
My Aunt went home yesterday, and the house is a lot quieter. Our family friend, Derrick is staying with us and because my brother doesn't know him he wants him gone and therefore he's gonna have to leave. Well, if there wasn't a newborn to think about, we probably wouldn't but yeah. Besides that, as understanding and giving as I am. He eats way too much, is too greedy with a lot and it's irritating. Mom has to hide food and stuff, all the time. Look at that, I stopped overeating (most of the time) and someone else took over the food is gone role. lol He's a really good dude though. Honestly. He just can't live here.
I got my green tea today. It smells so nice, like perfumey almost and I drank a cup. I love it. Not too strong or bitter. I have to drink three cups a day to enhance weight loss. I didn't today because it didn't get here until an hour ago. And I got my play it sexy perfume and I thought the bottle would be smaller than my aunt's try me size she got for free, but nope, her bottle is smaller. First perfume I've gotten in awhile. I wanted Happy but last time I smelled it, I didn't like it as well as I did years back.
I'm getting my mom J.Lo's Glow when I get enough money built up on Amazon. I've been taking surverys at this one place and believe it or not, you get gift cards for doing them. I was like no way, and yep. That's how I got my speakers, hair clips and vitamins. I gave the vitamins to my sister, Statie, though because she's pregnant. I'll get more later. Right now we're working on a breastpump for Emmonie. So many new babies coming into the family. I haven't even met my brother, Jacob's baby, JJ. Hopefully someday I do.
You know, it's weird. I have few good childhood memories, most of what I remember is bad. Really, my life used to be all tragic and goth kid. Yes, I was goth for a few years of my teens. I don't miss the black lipstick and hell eyeliner. I used to be super good at doing catliner. I'm afraid to use eyeliner now.
I talked to my other brother, Robert, today. He's doing well it seems. I'd really like to see him and hang out. He's a good dude. Got a good head on his shoulders. I haven't seen him in years though. Once I get my license and a car, I'll go visit him.
Honestly, the voices have got me weighed down with stupidity. The only thing I can do is ignore them and hope for the best. Starting tomorrow I start the tea regimine and then my daily exercise routine. t's been like a week and my legs feel a lot better. I just wish the house wasn't so darn cold.
Oh, and I'm a part of a group on facebook about Jehovah and his witnesses. I was kinda iffy about posting comments and stuff because someone posted about people leaving if they're not baptised. It was a really angry post and I was like wait, what about unbaptised publishers and bible students! It bothered me so bad. But today a brother and sister posted positively to a comment I made and made me feel really good and helped put my faith back in the group. I mean, there was no requirements for being baptised or anything. The group is having a lot of problems though with non-witnesses and causing trouble. They're trying to weed out trouble makers. I don't blame them.
Anyway, that's all I really want to post or feel like posting. I'll update in a few days or a week on my health/lifestyle change progress.
zhelenaJanuary 3 - Are you a part of any fandoms? What do you do in them?
Well, I was big on the tv show Supernatural. Final Fantasy. Silent Hill. Resident Evil. I dropped out of those fandoms and wasn't really big in them anyway because I just kept to myself and wrote fanfic every now and then. The only fandom I'm still in is Mr. Robot and honestly, I might have to stop chilling with that because of a relationship change in the show. Whomp Whomp
My Aunt went home yesterday, and the house is a lot quieter. Our family friend, Derrick is staying with us and because my brother doesn't know him he wants him gone and therefore he's gonna have to leave. Well, if there wasn't a newborn to think about, we probably wouldn't but yeah. Besides that, as understanding and giving as I am. He eats way too much, is too greedy with a lot and it's irritating. Mom has to hide food and stuff, all the time. Look at that, I stopped overeating (most of the time) and someone else took over the food is gone role. lol He's a really good dude though. Honestly. He just can't live here.
I got my green tea today. It smells so nice, like perfumey almost and I drank a cup. I love it. Not too strong or bitter. I have to drink three cups a day to enhance weight loss. I didn't today because it didn't get here until an hour ago. And I got my play it sexy perfume and I thought the bottle would be smaller than my aunt's try me size she got for free, but nope, her bottle is smaller. First perfume I've gotten in awhile. I wanted Happy but last time I smelled it, I didn't like it as well as I did years back.
I'm getting my mom J.Lo's Glow when I get enough money built up on Amazon. I've been taking surverys at this one place and believe it or not, you get gift cards for doing them. I was like no way, and yep. That's how I got my speakers, hair clips and vitamins. I gave the vitamins to my sister, Statie, though because she's pregnant. I'll get more later. Right now we're working on a breastpump for Emmonie. So many new babies coming into the family. I haven't even met my brother, Jacob's baby, JJ. Hopefully someday I do.
You know, it's weird. I have few good childhood memories, most of what I remember is bad. Really, my life used to be all tragic and goth kid. Yes, I was goth for a few years of my teens. I don't miss the black lipstick and hell eyeliner. I used to be super good at doing catliner. I'm afraid to use eyeliner now.
I talked to my other brother, Robert, today. He's doing well it seems. I'd really like to see him and hang out. He's a good dude. Got a good head on his shoulders. I haven't seen him in years though. Once I get my license and a car, I'll go visit him.
Honestly, the voices have got me weighed down with stupidity. The only thing I can do is ignore them and hope for the best. Starting tomorrow I start the tea regimine and then my daily exercise routine. t's been like a week and my legs feel a lot better. I just wish the house wasn't so darn cold.
Oh, and I'm a part of a group on facebook about Jehovah and his witnesses. I was kinda iffy about posting comments and stuff because someone posted about people leaving if they're not baptised. It was a really angry post and I was like wait, what about unbaptised publishers and bible students! It bothered me so bad. But today a brother and sister posted positively to a comment I made and made me feel really good and helped put my faith back in the group. I mean, there was no requirements for being baptised or anything. The group is having a lot of problems though with non-witnesses and causing trouble. They're trying to weed out trouble makers. I don't blame them.
Anyway, that's all I really want to post or feel like posting. I'll update in a few days or a week on my health/lifestyle change progress.
