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waxboxI ate all healthy things today but ate after midnight. Small bowl of cereal, then two apples and some peanut butter. Studied a little further into the book about Jesus, the way, the truth and the life. I remember a scripture as well! James 4:8: Draw close to God and he will draw close to you. Cleanse your hands you sinners, and ,purify, your hearts you indecisive ones. Definitely applies to my mom and myself but we're really trying. If my mom and I keep going the way we're going, we'll be baptised and serving our God, Jehovah soon. We just gotta keep praying, do this together and for ourselves separately.
We must love Jehovah above all others. It'll be hard for me because I love my mother dearly and cherish her but I must learn Jehovah comes first. He is a beautiful and Just god, I have faith in him that he will continue to give me strength and deliver me from badness, even if I have to endure it.
Have you had a hug today?: Yep! From mom but you can say Jehovah as well. He's been with me all day long. :3 Been praying a lot more.
What is something you don’t understand, but you want to?: There's a lot of things I must come to know, to have accurate knowledge of the bible, so here's to hoping Jehovah continually directs me.
How can I be kinder to myself?: By continuing to study more and find peace of mind from everything.
What is your latest obsession?: I really don't have any to be honest. Though soon it'll probably be studying. See, I obsess over things A LOT! So, I always felt like I wouldn't be able to serve Jehovah because of that. Long as I obsess over Jehovah instead, I'll be fine.
What gives you hope?: Jehovah's King, and his Kingdomly rule. Not to mention peace of mind, my own salvation and hoping for my mom's salvation.
What’s on your to-do list this week?: Study more, pray more and get more exercise in.
What is the truth?: The bible:
What makes you you?: Because of Jehovah I am here, and thus I am hoping I'll take on the new personality and will be washed in the blood of the lamb and be made white.
What is the last good book you read?: I am currently reading The way, The Truth and The Life. It's book detailing Jesus' life by the watchtower and tract society. It's been really good so far, I'm getting a better understanding of Jesus and what his purpose was in coming to Earth. It's amazing to read.
What was my worst hairstyle experience to date?: ARGH! My curly hair, all the time. I have to straighten it.
What keeps me awake at night?: Many things, but a lot of times I just fall right asleep.
What was the last brave thing you did?: Gave up roleplay. A lot harder than you think.
What was the last thing that made you laugh out loud?: Something about Supernatural before I unliked the page. Uh... Oh, it went like Sam went from I'll have her home by 8, to your wife calls me daddy too. lol I prefer I'll have her home by eight Sam. He was so young and innocent.
What would you do if you knew you could not fail?: Become a baptised witness.
If you could do it all again, would you change anything?: Many things but it's best not to dwell on the past. Work on the present and look forward to the future.
When I look into my eyes I see…: Someone who isn't right in the head to be honest. My eyes often look sad and tortured. *shrugs.* Like my schizophrenic grandfather before me. Like my mom has said.
Are you afraid of change?: Not as much as I used to be. Now it's a matter of not being lazy and changing my way of thinking.
Who do you sometimes compare yourself to?: Sometimes, those in the bible and their strong faith. This is in a humble way, I compare myself in a way that I wish I could be fully like them. I want to strive for their faith in Jehovah.
What gets you excited about life?: Jehovah! This is the happiest I've been in a long time.
What life lesson did you learn the hard way?: Plenty.
An important person in your life: My mother.
The things I love about my life are… that I'm finally getting it together!
What are your thoughts on cosmetic or plastic surgery?: Things like skin removal and breast reduction or reconstruction are important. They help improve confidence, and keep you healthy but just to have bigger boobs or a small nose or anything else is just vanity. However, I can understand why people do it. They've been told they should look a certain way and society isn't very kind in telling them they're fine physically just the way they are.
Describe someone who you would consider a hero: Jesus! for allowing himself to be sacrified so we can be saved from our sins and the promise of everlasting life and Jehovah's witnesses for trying to save lives, despite being made fun of and the persecutions they face.
What effect does music have on you?: A profound affect but honestly, sometimes, I need a break from it.
Describe your daily routine when you get out of bed in the morning; coffee with cigarette (gonna change that soon, got chantix!), do the dishes if I can get the willpower to do so, listen to some music, try to get some study in, do some arm exercises. Whatever I remember to do.
List 3 things that went right (or wrong) today: Ate far too much, but I studied a lot!
If you could tell they world just one thing, what would you say?: Have faith in Jehovah and allow yourself to be saved. Let the truth touch your heart.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: I think that boils down to lust, most of the time, not all of the time. But, true love is forged overtime.
You have an extra $100,000 to give away; you cannot spend it on yourself. What would you do with the money?: Give it to Jehovah's organization. They work hard to spread the message of paradise, Jesus and Jehovah. They need money to continue doing that but you should know, they don't demand it.
What qualities make a best friend?: Understanding, love, Love for Jehovah, kindness.
What is something you do well?: I can be wise sometimes? XDD
What is something you are optimistic about?: The future!
What do you think about people who are inconsiderate of others?: Rude!
What do you think of someone who has bad manners?: Nothing much, just that they need to be more thankful or respectful to those around them.
What do you think of people who take advantage of others?; They need to find the good of Jehovah, repent, either apologize for what they've done or never do it again. It speaks volumes of their selfishness and love of only themselves.
Think of a teacher, relative, or adult that you respect and want to impress. What is it about that person that makes you want to do well for them?: My mom! She does a lot for me, and she worries about me. She deserves to know I'll be okay after she's gone.
Have you ever felt lost? Literally or figuratively? Figuratively most definitly.
Describe your bedroom. How does it describe you?: Hodgepodge of a mess! I want to do it ocean themed though.
Describe your favorite band/artist. What makes them so great?: Enigma! I love their beautiful music. There will be some music I'll have to omit now, but I'll still be about to listen to their music. So relaxing and peaceful. I could listen for hours.
How do you feel about using humans in medical research?: They are a Godsend.
What book setting would you like to visit if you could?: Jesus' ministry, to see what Bible times were like and be preached to by him. I'd like to think I would have taken the truth to my heart back then.
In what ways do you sometimes wish to act to be a better friend, but don’t? Why do you find yourself unable to do these things?: I wish I could keep my promises and stick around more. It's hard for to get attached to people fully. I think I'm always afraid they'll leave me.
Where would you go to relax and why?: A garden!
Where would you most like the watch the sun come up? Why?: At the beach!
If you suddenly gained the ability to tell whether someone was lying, would you use it?: Nah, that doesn't build trust and would only cause paranoia. (Which I don't need more of!)
Tell about a habit that you picked up from a family member or friend: There are some mannerism I have developed from my mom.
Think of five things that are usually endearing or touching: a kiss to the cheek, a hug, a kiss on top of your head, being told I love you by those you love and being asked how you are when people really want to know.
How do you deal with anger?: Now I pray.
How easy is it for you to forgive those who have caused you pain?: It's always been easy for me. Well, maybe not until my late teens.
What grand adventure do you wish to go on?: To paradise and all it entails!
How would you describe yourself?: Kind, caring, a bit selfish but trying to change that and slowly becoming godly.
Who would you trust with your deepest, darkest secrets?: Jehovah.
Did you ever hold an unpopular opinion or belief? With what results?: Everything I'm talking about now? It's an unpopular belief by billions and only shared by a few million people. Those who are in the truth and studying the truth. No clue what the results will be once I'm very spiritually strong but I expect a lot of backlash.
What problem would you like to solve?: Honestly? Either world hunger or the water shortage all over the globe.
What has inspired you to hold on when all looked lost?: Knowing I had a future in Jehovah even though I wasn't actively pursuing it a whole lot.
How are you feeling today?: Good! My butt hurts from sitting in this bed right now though. lol!
If you could do one thing with no one finding out, what would it be?: Eat a whole wheel of cheese? idk.
What’s your favorite quote? What do you think it says about you?: "Draw close to God and he will draw close to you. Cleanse your hands you sinners and purify your hearts, you indecisive ones." It has a lot of meaning, I've been floundering in dedication to Jehovah and the truth for years. I want to stand decisive in this and I shall. The idea scares me a little but God is making me strong.
If you were a crayon what color would you be?: I'm mostly down to Earth, so brown or green.
What is your definition of beauty?: Jehovah, Godly devotion and true spirituality.
What’s the best present you’ve ever received?: Knowing the truth.
What’s your favorite part of your body?: My lips I suppose, and my eyes.
Do you have a best friend?: I am on the way to becoming bestfriends with Jehovah.
Would you rather have a relationship with love or one with sex? Why?: Love. Because love is important and if I can't have sex, that's fine. There is companionship.
Do you want to get married?: If it's god's will, then yes.
Do you want to have kids?: God's will, then yes.
Have you ever cried for no reason?: I've always got a reason when I cry.
What is your favorite month?: any time in the spring or fall.
What is your relationship like with your parents?: My mom and I have a good standing relationship. We love one another despite our flaws and obstacles.
Do you have any nicknames? What are they?: Just Mandy.
What is the worst injury you’ve ever had?: Probably my foot when I was five and my head a long time ago, which we won't talk about.
Do you have trust issues?: Very much so, but I'll get over them with Jehovah's help.
Are you good at holding back your tears?: Yeah, always have been until it's too much to take.
Have you ever experienced being hysterical?: Yep!
Two people you want to be with right now: My grandma and pap.
When was the last time you cried?: Just the other night.
What do you think about most?: These days, Jehovah. ^_^
Do you have any strange phobias?: Yeah.
Do you prefer being behind the camera or in front of the camera?: No idea.
What was the last lie you told?: I don't remember.
Do you believe in karma?: You reap, what you sow.
Are you easy to get along with?; Yep!
What do you say in an awkward silence?; I stay silent or crack a joke.
When was the last time you really laughed?: I'm smiley these days, but no real laughter.
What do you miss most about childhood?: Days at my grandma's house on Wilson.
What is your middle name? How do you feel about it?: Sue. I'm proud of it because it's my grandma's name and my mom's middle name.
Does your name define you?: Actually, yes. In the bible it says: God is love. Which is true. My name means Worthy of love. I sure hope so. At least by his undeserved kindness.
What is your favorite word? Why?: Amazing or awesome.
Favorite time of day?: Twilight.
If you had the option to be rich and famous would you take it?: Maybe a little more money than I have now but nope.
Who are you closest to?: My mom.
What do you want to do with your life?: Become a baptised witness, preach and help save lives through Jehovah and Jesus Christ.
What has been your favorite concert you’ve ever attended?: N'Sync
What has changed in the last year?: I've been studying more, trying to lose weight and I really have hope for the first time in forever. Because of Jehovah.
We must love Jehovah above all others. It'll be hard for me because I love my mother dearly and cherish her but I must learn Jehovah comes first. He is a beautiful and Just god, I have faith in him that he will continue to give me strength and deliver me from badness, even if I have to endure it.
Have you had a hug today?: Yep! From mom but you can say Jehovah as well. He's been with me all day long. :3 Been praying a lot more.
What is something you don’t understand, but you want to?: There's a lot of things I must come to know, to have accurate knowledge of the bible, so here's to hoping Jehovah continually directs me.
How can I be kinder to myself?: By continuing to study more and find peace of mind from everything.
What is your latest obsession?: I really don't have any to be honest. Though soon it'll probably be studying. See, I obsess over things A LOT! So, I always felt like I wouldn't be able to serve Jehovah because of that. Long as I obsess over Jehovah instead, I'll be fine.
What gives you hope?: Jehovah's King, and his Kingdomly rule. Not to mention peace of mind, my own salvation and hoping for my mom's salvation.
What’s on your to-do list this week?: Study more, pray more and get more exercise in.
What is the truth?: The bible:
What makes you you?: Because of Jehovah I am here, and thus I am hoping I'll take on the new personality and will be washed in the blood of the lamb and be made white.
What is the last good book you read?: I am currently reading The way, The Truth and The Life. It's book detailing Jesus' life by the watchtower and tract society. It's been really good so far, I'm getting a better understanding of Jesus and what his purpose was in coming to Earth. It's amazing to read.
What was my worst hairstyle experience to date?: ARGH! My curly hair, all the time. I have to straighten it.
What keeps me awake at night?: Many things, but a lot of times I just fall right asleep.
What was the last brave thing you did?: Gave up roleplay. A lot harder than you think.
What was the last thing that made you laugh out loud?: Something about Supernatural before I unliked the page. Uh... Oh, it went like Sam went from I'll have her home by 8, to your wife calls me daddy too. lol I prefer I'll have her home by eight Sam. He was so young and innocent.
What would you do if you knew you could not fail?: Become a baptised witness.
If you could do it all again, would you change anything?: Many things but it's best not to dwell on the past. Work on the present and look forward to the future.
When I look into my eyes I see…: Someone who isn't right in the head to be honest. My eyes often look sad and tortured. *shrugs.* Like my schizophrenic grandfather before me. Like my mom has said.
Are you afraid of change?: Not as much as I used to be. Now it's a matter of not being lazy and changing my way of thinking.
Who do you sometimes compare yourself to?: Sometimes, those in the bible and their strong faith. This is in a humble way, I compare myself in a way that I wish I could be fully like them. I want to strive for their faith in Jehovah.
What gets you excited about life?: Jehovah! This is the happiest I've been in a long time.
What life lesson did you learn the hard way?: Plenty.
An important person in your life: My mother.
The things I love about my life are… that I'm finally getting it together!
What are your thoughts on cosmetic or plastic surgery?: Things like skin removal and breast reduction or reconstruction are important. They help improve confidence, and keep you healthy but just to have bigger boobs or a small nose or anything else is just vanity. However, I can understand why people do it. They've been told they should look a certain way and society isn't very kind in telling them they're fine physically just the way they are.
Describe someone who you would consider a hero: Jesus! for allowing himself to be sacrified so we can be saved from our sins and the promise of everlasting life and Jehovah's witnesses for trying to save lives, despite being made fun of and the persecutions they face.
What effect does music have on you?: A profound affect but honestly, sometimes, I need a break from it.
Describe your daily routine when you get out of bed in the morning; coffee with cigarette (gonna change that soon, got chantix!), do the dishes if I can get the willpower to do so, listen to some music, try to get some study in, do some arm exercises. Whatever I remember to do.
List 3 things that went right (or wrong) today: Ate far too much, but I studied a lot!
If you could tell they world just one thing, what would you say?: Have faith in Jehovah and allow yourself to be saved. Let the truth touch your heart.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: I think that boils down to lust, most of the time, not all of the time. But, true love is forged overtime.
You have an extra $100,000 to give away; you cannot spend it on yourself. What would you do with the money?: Give it to Jehovah's organization. They work hard to spread the message of paradise, Jesus and Jehovah. They need money to continue doing that but you should know, they don't demand it.
What qualities make a best friend?: Understanding, love, Love for Jehovah, kindness.
What is something you do well?: I can be wise sometimes? XDD
What is something you are optimistic about?: The future!
What do you think about people who are inconsiderate of others?: Rude!
What do you think of someone who has bad manners?: Nothing much, just that they need to be more thankful or respectful to those around them.
What do you think of people who take advantage of others?; They need to find the good of Jehovah, repent, either apologize for what they've done or never do it again. It speaks volumes of their selfishness and love of only themselves.
Think of a teacher, relative, or adult that you respect and want to impress. What is it about that person that makes you want to do well for them?: My mom! She does a lot for me, and she worries about me. She deserves to know I'll be okay after she's gone.
Have you ever felt lost? Literally or figuratively? Figuratively most definitly.
Describe your bedroom. How does it describe you?: Hodgepodge of a mess! I want to do it ocean themed though.
Describe your favorite band/artist. What makes them so great?: Enigma! I love their beautiful music. There will be some music I'll have to omit now, but I'll still be about to listen to their music. So relaxing and peaceful. I could listen for hours.
How do you feel about using humans in medical research?: They are a Godsend.
What book setting would you like to visit if you could?: Jesus' ministry, to see what Bible times were like and be preached to by him. I'd like to think I would have taken the truth to my heart back then.
In what ways do you sometimes wish to act to be a better friend, but don’t? Why do you find yourself unable to do these things?: I wish I could keep my promises and stick around more. It's hard for to get attached to people fully. I think I'm always afraid they'll leave me.
Where would you go to relax and why?: A garden!
Where would you most like the watch the sun come up? Why?: At the beach!
If you suddenly gained the ability to tell whether someone was lying, would you use it?: Nah, that doesn't build trust and would only cause paranoia. (Which I don't need more of!)
Tell about a habit that you picked up from a family member or friend: There are some mannerism I have developed from my mom.
Think of five things that are usually endearing or touching: a kiss to the cheek, a hug, a kiss on top of your head, being told I love you by those you love and being asked how you are when people really want to know.
How do you deal with anger?: Now I pray.
How easy is it for you to forgive those who have caused you pain?: It's always been easy for me. Well, maybe not until my late teens.
What grand adventure do you wish to go on?: To paradise and all it entails!
How would you describe yourself?: Kind, caring, a bit selfish but trying to change that and slowly becoming godly.
Who would you trust with your deepest, darkest secrets?: Jehovah.
Did you ever hold an unpopular opinion or belief? With what results?: Everything I'm talking about now? It's an unpopular belief by billions and only shared by a few million people. Those who are in the truth and studying the truth. No clue what the results will be once I'm very spiritually strong but I expect a lot of backlash.
What problem would you like to solve?: Honestly? Either world hunger or the water shortage all over the globe.
What has inspired you to hold on when all looked lost?: Knowing I had a future in Jehovah even though I wasn't actively pursuing it a whole lot.
How are you feeling today?: Good! My butt hurts from sitting in this bed right now though. lol!
If you could do one thing with no one finding out, what would it be?: Eat a whole wheel of cheese? idk.
What’s your favorite quote? What do you think it says about you?: "Draw close to God and he will draw close to you. Cleanse your hands you sinners and purify your hearts, you indecisive ones." It has a lot of meaning, I've been floundering in dedication to Jehovah and the truth for years. I want to stand decisive in this and I shall. The idea scares me a little but God is making me strong.
If you were a crayon what color would you be?: I'm mostly down to Earth, so brown or green.
What is your definition of beauty?: Jehovah, Godly devotion and true spirituality.
What’s the best present you’ve ever received?: Knowing the truth.
What’s your favorite part of your body?: My lips I suppose, and my eyes.
Do you have a best friend?: I am on the way to becoming bestfriends with Jehovah.
Would you rather have a relationship with love or one with sex? Why?: Love. Because love is important and if I can't have sex, that's fine. There is companionship.
Do you want to get married?: If it's god's will, then yes.
Do you want to have kids?: God's will, then yes.
Have you ever cried for no reason?: I've always got a reason when I cry.
What is your favorite month?: any time in the spring or fall.
What is your relationship like with your parents?: My mom and I have a good standing relationship. We love one another despite our flaws and obstacles.
Do you have any nicknames? What are they?: Just Mandy.
What is the worst injury you’ve ever had?: Probably my foot when I was five and my head a long time ago, which we won't talk about.
Do you have trust issues?: Very much so, but I'll get over them with Jehovah's help.
Are you good at holding back your tears?: Yeah, always have been until it's too much to take.
Have you ever experienced being hysterical?: Yep!
Two people you want to be with right now: My grandma and pap.
When was the last time you cried?: Just the other night.
What do you think about most?: These days, Jehovah. ^_^
Do you have any strange phobias?: Yeah.
Do you prefer being behind the camera or in front of the camera?: No idea.
What was the last lie you told?: I don't remember.
Do you believe in karma?: You reap, what you sow.
Are you easy to get along with?; Yep!
What do you say in an awkward silence?; I stay silent or crack a joke.
When was the last time you really laughed?: I'm smiley these days, but no real laughter.
What do you miss most about childhood?: Days at my grandma's house on Wilson.
What is your middle name? How do you feel about it?: Sue. I'm proud of it because it's my grandma's name and my mom's middle name.
Does your name define you?: Actually, yes. In the bible it says: God is love. Which is true. My name means Worthy of love. I sure hope so. At least by his undeserved kindness.
What is your favorite word? Why?: Amazing or awesome.
Favorite time of day?: Twilight.
If you had the option to be rich and famous would you take it?: Maybe a little more money than I have now but nope.
Who are you closest to?: My mom.
What do you want to do with your life?: Become a baptised witness, preach and help save lives through Jehovah and Jesus Christ.
What has been your favorite concert you’ve ever attended?: N'Sync
What has changed in the last year?: I've been studying more, trying to lose weight and I really have hope for the first time in forever. Because of Jehovah.
