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Feb. 6th, 2018 05:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
waxboxI don't even know where to begin. Basically, everytime my sister does something nice for us, she goes psycho and does the exact opposite later that night or the next day. She claimed Darion has flea bites on him, from our cats. That's nice but our cats haven't been itching. Also, my mom is severely allergic and would be bit up. She told my mom "You need to get rid of your cats. You can't afford them. I can afford mine." That's nice. But we also love our cats, and always make sure we have what they need. Trust me, we're getting them fixed and their shots here soon. Not to mention, hey, did you know cats or any domesticated furry friend gets fleas rather they go outside or not? Yeah. Those two years of college didn't do you any good. Two people without a highschool dipoloma and someone with a third grade reading level knew that, but ...whew. I'm just upset.
Everytime I start getting closer to her, she screws it up somewhere. I have bipolar right? Guess what. If I do, she must be craznormal.
Now she's claiming Darion needs structure and can't come here anymore. That's nice. Hasn't mom been telling her that for what, since he was a baby? Mom has been trying so hard. So hard. He doesn't listen. He's autistic and my sister treats him like he isn't. I understand. Kids with disabilities want to be treated as equal but he is not a normal kid. She let's him do whatever he wants. She always blames mom too for everything wrong with him. He's getting fat and mom tries to stop his overeating, most of the time but he'll eat her, mom will tell my sister and she still goes and gets him pizza and burgers as soon as he goes home. No, Darion is getting fat because of her. Because she has poor eating habits and wants a mini me.
I'm just simmering. What I'm saying is, her keeping Darion away is really gonna hurt mom but it won't bother me. I refuse to let her hold that leverage over my mom like she does always the time. I love Darion. Darion will always be my darebear/baby but I'll have my own kids eventually and maybe someday he'll get to meet them. She literally, everytime she does not get her way holds Darion over our heads because she knows how important he is to mom.
I love my sister. Do not get me wrong. I do but her heart is half black, and she puts on a show for people she wants to like her. She also uses this front where she's like I'm up front and honest. I'm a bitch and I'll tell you to your face. No. She is far from it. She puts people in their place to make her feel better about herself. Just like there's no arguing with her because she's always right when nine times out of ten she's dead wrong. I don't speak up because I don't like conflict and I'd say some pretty hurtful things in all honesty. I psychoanalyze and I'm usually right about what I'm right about. If I'm wrong, I admit it.
I'm just sick of the way she treats my mom. How she indirectly treats me. I'm sick of how my brother treats her too. I'm tired of it. If they can't see their wrong, I don't know what will. The only thing can think of is a miracle from Jehovah.
I really didn't want to post here, but I had to vent.
Everytime I start getting closer to her, she screws it up somewhere. I have bipolar right? Guess what. If I do, she must be craznormal.
Now she's claiming Darion needs structure and can't come here anymore. That's nice. Hasn't mom been telling her that for what, since he was a baby? Mom has been trying so hard. So hard. He doesn't listen. He's autistic and my sister treats him like he isn't. I understand. Kids with disabilities want to be treated as equal but he is not a normal kid. She let's him do whatever he wants. She always blames mom too for everything wrong with him. He's getting fat and mom tries to stop his overeating, most of the time but he'll eat her, mom will tell my sister and she still goes and gets him pizza and burgers as soon as he goes home. No, Darion is getting fat because of her. Because she has poor eating habits and wants a mini me.
I'm just simmering. What I'm saying is, her keeping Darion away is really gonna hurt mom but it won't bother me. I refuse to let her hold that leverage over my mom like she does always the time. I love Darion. Darion will always be my darebear/baby but I'll have my own kids eventually and maybe someday he'll get to meet them. She literally, everytime she does not get her way holds Darion over our heads because she knows how important he is to mom.
I love my sister. Do not get me wrong. I do but her heart is half black, and she puts on a show for people she wants to like her. She also uses this front where she's like I'm up front and honest. I'm a bitch and I'll tell you to your face. No. She is far from it. She puts people in their place to make her feel better about herself. Just like there's no arguing with her because she's always right when nine times out of ten she's dead wrong. I don't speak up because I don't like conflict and I'd say some pretty hurtful things in all honesty. I psychoanalyze and I'm usually right about what I'm right about. If I'm wrong, I admit it.
I'm just sick of the way she treats my mom. How she indirectly treats me. I'm sick of how my brother treats her too. I'm tired of it. If they can't see their wrong, I don't know what will. The only thing can think of is a miracle from Jehovah.
I really didn't want to post here, but I had to vent.
