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My mom went back home for my Uncle's funeral. He had a long, suffering, terrible death. Poor man fought until the end of his last breath. Maybe if someone had told him to let go, he would have went sooner. I didn't get to see him, which bums me out a lot. Wish I could go to his funeral but I'm too big to fit in people's cars. WEll no, I can fit in cars fine, but I could 'hurt' their cars to be honest. Too much weight, weighing it down.

I'm getting more motivated and eating a lot less. I'm gonna walk in a little bit after this post. Hoping to build up enough strength in the following months to walk outside in the mornings. I also need dress clothes to get to the kingdom hall. Gotta have my doctor sign like three forms in order to get medical rides and rides to non-medical places. i think I gotta pay three dollars everytime I do non-medical places. Which is fine, I can put back six dollars a month in order to go twice a month to the hall. I would love that.

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Anyway, this has been an update. I'll update again soon.